Actually, I changed my mind. Why do I even bother eating? Honestly?
I don't like eating and yet I force myself to do it anyways, just every once in a while. It's no wonder I haven't lost anything. I am going to try a simple 24 hour fast, and maybe add in some sodas or juices if I want to do a longer one. I never really got into the fasts before but now I want to try. I should be okay as long as no one tries to force feed me again. When people give me food, I can eat one or two bites and then take it into the room and throw it away in secret, or I can do that to begin with.
Now I am excited.
It takes hard work to lose weight. I want to lose it as fast as possible.