Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Okay so this time I am doing a hip bones post. Or really just bones and pretty smooth skin I guess. I am not doing well today and need something to do. I have to go in to do the testing in a few hours... :/ Nervous...
Here you go.

I want to still look smooth and soft too, like these. I don;t want the weird bumps everywhere. I like bones, not muscle. Forgive me if that makes me silly.

Need Bones

Sorry if they are repeat pics that I have posted before. I have short term memory issues or something...

There. I actually have hip issues. Not only do they hurt but when I lie down on my mattress they jab uncomfortably into it and can sometimes leave them sore in the morning. How do I have hip bones at 155??? Not that I am complaining... but I need to be tiny NOW. I can wait... as long as I am getting there.
Chicken noodle soup- 150
Tater tots- 480 (three servings?)
Fries-300 (?)
Twix- 220

1,115 so far. Not good... But it could be worse.
H nearly force fed me the twix and then wouldn't let me see the calories but I figured it out.
At least now I am being smart and counting carefully.
Good thing (I think...) H trusted me with his Facebook password so that I could play on his happy pets and happy aquarium game. I earn pearls and credits for him- game currency, and he gets me things. :) It's nice...
Bad thing, H just made me about 100 tater tots and some fries. They are cooking now. I will make sure to share with everyone to get rid of some, and I will eat it with mustard (no calories) and diet soda.
Ten tater tots is about 160 calories though :/
I'm going to go over but if I manage and make sure not to binge, I should be okay for the day... I hope. The scale was acting up this morning and for a moment I thought I was up to 160 pounds. Terrifying!
Then I let it turn itself off and tried again and it said 154.9 or something. Not great but not 160 thank god...
I can do this. I haven't eaten anything but a chicken noodle soup since the post where I decided to eat nothing for the rest of the day and that was yesterday. I will stay strong and I will get skinny.