Monday, July 30, 2012

I really wish I had my music with me to exercise with...





I NEED TO GET OUT. NOW.
This is how things should be.



I think I will put a sweatshirt on, pull my hood over my head and just ride out in the darkness for a while. I don't feel right...
This sends me back...



I'm feeling pretty broken right now. Nothing is wrong exactly, it just isn't... right.
155+ pounds again. How do I let this happen to myself???
Oh well. My determination to do better is better than ever!
Ah H thought I was moping because I wanted tater tots and made me shitload of them! And I ended up eating them all with ranch... I was just exhausted so I quieted down. x.x
It was food off of my food card, that he took the time and effort to make for me. I can't have him getting angry with me so I ate them. I feel greasy...
Sigh... Weight loss can't wait another day!
I would take a bike ride but I can't get up the energy without my mp3 player which is still missing...