Tuesday, July 3, 2012

If I was 153.7 lbs yesterday morning, and I weighed in this morning at 150.2 lbs...
Eh? Where did it all go? I lost three and a half pounds in one day?! What?!
*extremely confused*
It seems too good to be true but if I think about it... well, I weighed myself a few times just to make sure. For a second it flashed a number with the second digit being 4. I guess it's a glance at what I could see soon.
I guess I didn't eat much yesterday...
A handful of stale fries, a spoonful or two of some kind of peanut butter concoction that I ended up throwing away... a fruit cup... hm. I actually did okay. :)
It shouldn't be too hard to control my intake today because I am working today, but tomorrow I have another day off...
H got angry with me last night but ended up hugging me and telling me to go to bed. I hate crying and even worse I hate crying in front of H and even more I hate H getting mad at me, and even more than that, I hate living here and having to interact with H. I know if I didn't live here, he would never come visit me and it would be done for good. I would probably never see him again. I seriously doubt he will ever visit me or even text me once I have moved out. Why does that make me sad? Because I am pathetic...