I have been crying miserable all day for all different reasons so I can't cry now. It makes me feel like a baby. I cried when my last tetra died earlier, and when I accidentally knocked over his dad's bear and broke it, and even when he got angry at me for asking if we could hang out on Sunday. Then I cried for a while because I missed my mom and wanted her to be there when I needed her most. Crappy day.
And then the worst part is, I binged all day when I realized how fat I really am.