I am told that I basically have a flat stomach now but I have been obsessed over it for so long that I still feel really fat and gross there. I wake up and feel my stomach and until it's concave, it's just never going to be good enough. When I wear tops that are a little tighter, more form fitting, I always feel like it is bulging out terribly and that everyone can see it and are thinking about it and judging me. I always feel like it puts me lower on the food chain, like in high school when a fat girl tries to stand next to a popular girl. It feels terrible When will I ever measure up to that? When will it ever be good enough?
Anyways, I know I don't talk in detail about my body much, like what parts I do and don't like so there is something to think about... I hear other girls complain about things like their hips and butts and legs and stuff but I have to say the waist has got to be the foremost in my head. I do hate my thighs though. There is no way to make thighs look attractive to me. When you wear shorts and sit down in front of a nice guy and they smash into these bug, ugly, fat, blobs... not attractive.
What do you guys like and/or dislike about your bodies?