Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Hey everyone. It finally clicked and I messed around with my internet settings and was able to fix the problem with commenting. I can comment now!
I am going to bed now because I am exhausted and have a huge headache but I will see what I can cover when I have time. Look forward to at least SOME commenting. No promises.
I got back on my meds and only took the starting dose again and my mood felt a lot better, but I have no short term memory on this med. Like, it's part of my cognitive disorder anyways but my thoughts literally leave me a split second after I make them.
"I need to do this..." And then it's gone.
But it is taking away my appetite. I had two muffins for breakfast- 800 calories yuck. I know. Then I took my meds and I don't remember eating anything else except for a bowl of soup with noodles, at around 350 I think. I have been binge eating like CRAZY since I got off that med. Withdrawal I would think... But now it's better. I want to get back down to 140, then head down into the 130's again. I suddenly ended up at 148 in one day, but I weighed in at 146 this morning. I didn't even take my meds yesterday so I must have done something right, and had control over myself somehow.
Feeling crappy mood wise right now, but again, sleep...
Goodnight girls, love you all!
Let's get skinny.

3 comments:

  1. thnx for ur comment on my soo depressing post..it feels good to see tht sumone cares..yes i was super low mood wise..due to my circumstances..bt m trying to put my thots as well as myself in order..i hope u r also better thn before..or at least trying to..it feels so stupid nd lonely at times..but at d end of d day loosing tht disgusting fat gives an incomparable high..Tc..luv u.

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  2. I love you and I'm so sorry for scaring you *hugs* I will never just disappear off the face of the planet without saying something first, k? I promise x

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  3. heyyyy I know you havent been on here for ages but I really hope you are ok and I hope things are going well, I have nominated you for an award on my blog so you can check it out there if you wish.. Just know I love you and even though we may not talk I think of you much - Love you loads x

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