Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Hey everyone. It finally clicked and I messed around with my internet settings and was able to fix the problem with commenting. I can comment now!
I am going to bed now because I am exhausted and have a huge headache but I will see what I can cover when I have time. Look forward to at least SOME commenting. No promises.
I got back on my meds and only took the starting dose again and my mood felt a lot better, but I have no short term memory on this med. Like, it's part of my cognitive disorder anyways but my thoughts literally leave me a split second after I make them.
"I need to do this..." And then it's gone.
But it is taking away my appetite. I had two muffins for breakfast- 800 calories yuck. I know. Then I took my meds and I don't remember eating anything else except for a bowl of soup with noodles, at around 350 I think. I have been binge eating like CRAZY since I got off that med. Withdrawal I would think... But now it's better. I want to get back down to 140, then head down into the 130's again. I suddenly ended up at 148 in one day, but I weighed in at 146 this morning. I didn't even take my meds yesterday so I must have done something right, and had control over myself somehow.
Feeling crappy mood wise right now, but again, sleep...
Goodnight girls, love you all!
Let's get skinny.


  1. thnx for ur comment on my soo depressing feels good to see tht sumone cares..yes i was super low mood wise..due to my m trying to put my thots as well as myself in order..i hope u r also better thn before..or at least trying feels so stupid nd lonely at times..but at d end of d day loosing tht disgusting fat gives an incomparable high..Tc..luv u.

  2. I love you and I'm so sorry for scaring you *hugs* I will never just disappear off the face of the planet without saying something first, k? I promise x

  3. heyyyy I know you havent been on here for ages but I really hope you are ok and I hope things are going well, I have nominated you for an award on my blog so you can check it out there if you wish.. Just know I love you and even though we may not talk I think of you much - Love you loads x