Sunday, May 6, 2012

H saved the last piece of Canadian bacon for me... and I turned him down.
"I was just trying to..." The look on his face. How can I feel guilty for such a small thing? How can he be hurt by something that small?
I'm sorry H. I don't need you. I don't want everything you have to give me. I am beyond your reach.
I am in the grips of Ana, and I am liking it.


  1. Yay :) the power to say no is so exhilarating - way better than food! Good luck Venus, Lots of love! xxx

  2. I need tips on hiding food from my mom . I just started about a week ago and I feel terible I ate a huge slice of chocolate cake and then I took laxatives after and this afternoon I'm going to the gym for 2 hours to play raquettball . I would love to master vomiting but I can't I drink loads of water and nothing. Comes up . Sometimes my mom tries to make me eat with her and I alway chose soup if I do and grab a mug and spit the food in my drink and then take the dring upstairs and throw it in the toilet . Any ways could I get some advice on any thing I can get advice on. I'm 13 weigh 109 and my height is 4'9 I stay home alone from 9 am to 5 pm on week days .